it aint much, but it is mine. and i want to take care of it.

i don't know when "im working on my site" became my way of saying "im taking care of myself", but when i look at the commit history for this repo, i see the times i was excited about an idea, the times i got to just sit down and code for fun, but i also see the painful years with close to nothing.

i didn't expect that talking to a .md file would be a form of escapism, to put my feelings out, and it feels out of character to publish this. but this site is mine the internet is small, we're all just trying to live, and i miss chasing rabbit holes on my site so much.